Thursday, June 26, 2008

All Alone.....


Life’s so strange, one moment you are so happy that you don’t want anything else in life. You close your eyes with satisfaction, and the very next moment when you open them, everything’s gone.

You get addicted to the happiness. So much, that when it leaves you, it feels like your soul has left your body. Something pulls beneath the surface, gravity so high, feels like you are drowning in a swamp, never to emerge again. But still you live with the ashes of your sweet fairytale dreams.

The rain, falls like acid on my skin, burning my heart, killing me. The cool breeze reminds me of the time when you were there with me. You enveloped my body, protected me from every pain. And now I stand here all alone, my arms wrapped around my body. I shiver with cold, there's no one to comfort me.

The skies once so blue seem gloomy now. I lie down on the ground and look up, searching for your reflection. A smile lights up my face, I close my eyes with glee. But you’re gone again. I stand up, run around like crazy, looking for you. However, I find myself lonely as ever.

My eyes so dry, no tears left. Like you, they’ve abandoned me. Where do I go, what do I do, when will I find you, so many questions, but no answer. I lay on my bed all day long, thinking of you, dreaming of you.

Look how miserable have I gone! Like a jinxed zombie I move around. Everybody has deserted me, my smile, my happiness, my tears, and most important, YOU! No hope left in me. I just spend my life, each day, moving a little closer towards

my destination,
My grave.

Friday, June 20, 2008

It all started with a 'BIG FAT NOSE'!!


I dedicate my first blog to yu (yu kno its yu coz yu wud be the only reader!!lol)....


I sat down this mornin(at 1:40 to b very precise) to write a comment on your blog and i had so much to say... things that were nt related to ur blog and things that obv didn't matter... in short, all rubbish!! so i decided to write my own blog(finally) and dedicate it to you!!


"That is definitely NOT a big , fat ugly nose...and i have no idea why i did that so i'll just go before I start shootin' off my mouth again.Tc." - this is how it all began 1st March, 2007!! remember?? even if yu dont, dont worry, i'll remind yu!! this was ur first scrap... yu were checkin out my fren's profile(she sent yu a fren req) and came across mine!! in case yu r wonderin abt the 'nose' thingy, that was sunthin i wrote on ' first thing yu'd notice bout me'...and we talked fr abt an hour or so... discussin bout my carrier interest(pagal scientist at that time!!lol), dav, teachers, abhilasha, weather out here, and wat not!! ok i think enough of flash bk(must stop b4 yu sleep!!)


As this one is dedicated to yu, i wud do sumthin yu hv already done!!


10 Facts/Truths About Me!!

1> I am not as big a bore as I always claim to be!!

2>I cant go to sleep before I watch some cartoons(I watch south park(gothic) almost everyday!!)

3>I can call you and not speak a word for hours coz I dont know wat to say but I feel like talkin to you(that is if you have the patience to take such calls!!),(applied only to people i really know!!)

4>Every page in my dairy ends with - 'what else do I say!!'

5>I like my room to be dark... Call me a vampire but I'm somehow allergic to light!!

6>No matter how many times I say, 'I don't give a damn', the truth remains, I really care!!

7>I blush every time anybody compliments me!! And I hate it because my cheeks go red!!

8>I say I don't like all that stupid mushy stuff, truth, i really don't like it most of the times(as long as it is not happening with me)!!

9>I'm really scared of doctors and dentists!!

10>I have a tendency to get really addicted to people!!


Ok!! I agree!! I'm not good at doing this. But, atleast I tried!!