Moments.....

There are times when you laugh, there are times when you cry.....
Times when you wanna live forever, times you just wanna die.....
Days you wanna forget, days you wanna treasure.....


All these times, days, seconds, define significant 'moments' in your life.....


a moment can define your death or life.....
it doesnt take a year's planning to commit sucide, its jus about the moment, if yu give in, or you decide to save yourself.... ok thats quiet a depressing example!!


its strange the way one moment can change your life forever, isn't it??

the moment of truth for some, n a moment to treasure for others..... we cant really save the moment but strange are the ways to keep its memory alive..... and the effect it has on you!! A picture for instance, we go for a vacation with our loved ones, family, friends, that special someone, or even alone!!! and we keep pressing the button to save something that we can never possibly get back..... even then, when we look at those pictures, it brings back the memories, the emotions attached to that particular piece of paper!! we dont really gain anything out of it, and yet it gives some kinda happiness and even sadness sometimes.... you realize that once upon a time, you lived that moment.....

we keep telling everybody to live in the moment, forget the past, worry not about the future..... but do we actually follow what we preach?? dont know abt you, but even though i keep pretending to, i cant ever seem to get over anything, may be because i dont want to..... because each moment that i live, teaches me a lesson, signifiant one!! and what you gain from experience, you hardly ever wanna forget it..... or atleast its wise if you dont!!

sometimes i think it'd be awesome if i meet with an accident, injure my head, and forget the past forever, think it'd all be so easy and fresh..... but then when i try to imagine that happening to me, it shakes me to the core!! i know, even though i think i want, i never really want that to happen..... so what we are going through some rough times?? so what if we are heart broken?? i dont think it is worth giving up all the good memories..... which, even if i dont agree wit it, are much more than the sad memories that i've ever had..... and who says i will have a smooth life after that..... it might even be worse.....

today i was going to give up on someone, on something that is really beautiful, for a really wierd reason..... because i like to assume, and start believing those assumptions with all my heart!! but then, that one instant, that one moment, that one thought, forced me to change my mind..... that special someone, that special something, is definately a keeper, is definately worth the struggle, worth the momentary pain.....

thanks for being there..... dont ever wanna loose you..... wont make the same mistakes.....

coz five years down the line, when i look into the memory-lane, i dont want a tear in my eye and a regret in my heart..... i want a smile..... i want to appreciate the fact, that i took the right decision in that particular 'moment'.....